Cansu/21/freshman architecture student who is in love with cinema, Istanbul, indie/alternative music, photography, architecture and design.
I love everything about One Tree Hill (probably my favourite thing ever), Harry Potter, Veronica Mars, Himym, The Big Bang Theory, retro games and nerdfighter community.
As for the movies it's hard for me to choose but my all time favourites are; Big Fish, Inception, Hugo, High Fidelity, Back to the Future, Scott Pilgrim vs the World, Toy Story, Juno, The Breakfast Club and Howl's Moving Castle.
I'm a little bit obsessed about finding the right people & right place. I've never been able to found them but I'm still hopeful on that dream. I like writing personal things(*) & making playlists here, when I feel inspired.
(*)Some of my text posts are in Turkish.
Let's be friends: http://fuzzyredlights.tumblr.com/ask
My Favourite Things:
http://getglue.com/jamaisvu/all?action=liked
My Music Taste: http://www.lastfm.com.tr/user/NoNsense7
Twitter:
http://twitter.com/fuzzyredlights
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30 DAYS OF ONE TREE HILL
↳ DAY 03 - FAVORITE MOMENT: 4x21 “All Of A Sudden I Miss Everyone”
(via ohnodesdemona)
Every song ends but is that any reason not to enjoy the music?
Peyton Sawyer
I want to draw something that means something to someone. You know, I want to draw blind faith or a fading summer or just a moment of clarity. It’s like when you go and you see a really great band live for the first time, you know, and nobody’s saying it but everybody’s thinking it: “We have something to believe in again.” I want to draw that feeling. But I can’t. And if I can’t be great at it then I don’t want to ruin it. It’s too important to me.
Peyton Sawyer
Title:
Slow Show
Artist:
The National
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20’li yaşlara başlamak garip hissettiriyor. Bir yandan aradan çok uzun zaman geçmiş, biraz yaşlanmaya başlamışım gibi hissederken diğer yandan hayatımın (muhtemelen) en güzel yıllarına adım atmak beni heyecanlandırıyor.
19. yaşım nasıl geçti diye düşünecek olursam, rahatlıkla hayatımın en kötü yılı olarak ifade edebilirim. Bu yüzden artık bitmiş olması oldukça sevindirici. Bu yılı da pek güzel geçiremeyeceğim bir gerçek ama bu yıl farklı olarak, geçen sene içimde hiçbir zaman hissedemediğim harika bir hisle doluyum. Hem de hiçbir neden yokken.
Bugüne damgasını yine “kaybolan cüzdan” vurdu. Düzenli olarak kaybettiğim cüzdanım, yine gelip beni buldu. Gerçi bu sefer sorun benim Leyla’lığımdan kaynaklanıyordu. Bunun dışında gittiğimiz tesadüf dolu yemek, sarhoş şakaları, ilginç telefon görüşmeleri, yemek sohbetleri, sınıftaki ilginç atışma, quidditch sahası çizme çabaları, mum ışığında yemek, hayaller hakkında yapılan muhteşem bir sohbet falan derken bir doğum günümün daha sonuna geldim.
Slow Show, benim bu yılki şarkım olsun. Bu şarkı gibi kararlı, ne istediğini bilen, her şeyin yeniden başladığı, biraz yavaş ama tadında giden keyifli bir yıl geçirmek istiyorum. Evrene kazık atıp 4 dileğimi bir araya getirip hepsini birden diledim. Bunu, benden çaldığı 4 yıla sayabilir. Güzel bir doğum günüyle başladım, devamı gelir diye ümit ediyorum.
*Ha unutmadan. Sırf o İTÜ olayı için bile ne kadar duygulansam az.. Sipeşıl tenks tu Cansu. Bugüne kadar ve bundan sonraki her şey için (:
I want a “NOT NORMAL” relationship too.
I want something that is SURPRISINGLY BEAUTIFUL, HEARTWARMING, SINCERE AND BEYOND IMAGINATION.
I want to support his dreams as if they were my own. I want to love and to be loved.
I want something like Nathan & Haley have.
People get lost when they think of happiness as a destination. We’re always thinking that some day we’ll be happy. We will get that car or that job or that person in our lives that will fix everything. But happiness is a mood. And it’s a condition not a destination. It’s like being tired or hungry. It’s not permanent. It comes and goes and that’s okay. And I feel like if people thought of it that way, they’d find happiness more often.
-Julian Baker
Season 8, Episode 8 “Mouthful of Diamonds”
I’ve been watching One Tree Hill since I started high school. Back then I was full of hope, my dreams seemed so bright and I was the kind of person who thought happiness was really a destination. But the things didn’t go according to my plan. I felt everything crushing in my hands. Thus, I couldn’t find my path.
I watched this episode a week ago. Then I realized that I don’t need an extra path. I’m sure that if I didn’t read this quote, I would still see my life miserable even if I lived in Istanbul. But I’m happy now. Sure, I’m dissapointed in almost everything but the funny thing is I’m happier than ever right now. Knowing that I’m working for my biggest dream, clears the years that I’ve lost.
I just wish, the things could be different. I wished there was a way to take back the days I feel lonely/sad/hopeless. I know that I still have those days and I will also have them in the future but with the situations I’ve been through, now I can handle them better.
The thing that annoys me is that; when most of my peers will finish college, I will still be studying because of my (past) lousy decisions. They are all prejudged about my present decision, I’m so fed up with this stuff that I don’t even walk to talk with most of them anymore. They don’t know what it feels like because most of them got great things in life. That makes me upset sometimes but I love the fact that they will never know how amazing it feels to take every risk for your dream. The truth is I don’t care about money or working in a fancy place; I just want to live my dream, that’s all what it’s about.
Anyway, I finally started to feel happy. I’ve made peace with myself and also with my life. And I still have my hopes with me. Yes, I’m still waiting for greater things. But waiting like this, feels so much better. That’s what matters. I’ve always wanted have a life like Haley’s. I wish I could be lucky enough to get to that someday.
This is the quote that changed my life perspective. This is the quote that change my life. This is the show that made my personality better. I thank One Tree Hill, for changing my life. This show will always have a special place in my heart.
Title:
Steal Me
Artist:
Jupiter Sunrise
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Yanılmışım. Kendini paten kaymayı sevdiği, geceleri balkonda yıldızların altında uyumak isteyip azar işittiği, ateş böceği görmeyi hayal ederek uykuya daldığı, E.T filmindeki gibi bisiklete atlayıp aya doğru yol aldığı rüyalar gördüğü, her hafta sonu pikniğe gitmek istediği ve çocuk aklıyla hazine bulup onun peşinden gideceğine inandığı günlere götüren bir şarkıya aşık olabilirmiş insan. Büyümeyi reddeden insanlar için her şey mümkünmüş.
People Always Leave..
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